My TOEFL experience is just like a roller coaster journey. I started this journey in 2013 after I passed my FPGEE exam. Naturally, my confidence was high and I lived in the UK for ten years and also I am from India, where English is almost a second language. First, I thought TOEFL is an easy exam and people just exaggerated it . So the first time when I took this exam I prepared only for a week and I scored 22 in speaking. I thought if I can get 22 at my first attempt I will easily get 26 in my second attempt but that was my biggest mistake. I tried multiple time and worked hard, which had improved my scores in other areas like reading and listening but my speaking and writing hadn’t changed at all. I kept trying for a long time and worked very hard even though my scores hadn’t changed, finally I became a victim of frustration and disappointment. I started losing my confidence and by 2015 my confidence level was at the bottom and I quit. I wanted to become a pharmacist but TOEFL had almost shattered my dream and at one point I tried to join odd jobs at McDonalds and bakery shops. Also I enrolled in the medical transcript and pharmacy technician license course at La Guardia college. However, I wasn’t happy inside because I had a dream to work as a pharmacist in the US. So in 2016 December again I tried TOEFL and this time I found Jaime’s English classes and I contacted her. As a result she recommended me a teacher, whose name was Sierra.
Sierra was my 5th teacher, before her I tried four different teachers at Manhattan Elite prep class, Kaplan classes along with some private tutors. I had worked with different teachers even though the result was same and my speaking scores hadn’t gone beyond 23 or 24. So, when I met Sierra I thought she would do the same thing like my previous teachers did but I was wrong. Sierra was very strict about her homework policy and She never compromised with her homework. First I had a lot of problems and I made so many excuses to skip her homework but she was after me and made sure I do my homework within a time limit. She made a schedule for my daily study and homework and I started following that. The first few weeks were really terrible to follow the schedule but eventually I liked that and started following it. After some time my confidence level increased. Also I’ve noticed that Sierra has a unique quality sometimes she talks like a tough teacher, who doesn’t like a single mistake, sometimes she acts like a good friend, who knows your likes and dislikes and makes you happy and sometimes she acts like a mentor or a coach, who knows how to lift the confidence level in her students. She is the one who brought my confidence back and taught me to believe in myself. I wish I could have a teacher like Sierra for every test in my life.
Now that I finished the TOEFL I am going to India because my parents live there. I haven’t seen my parents for five years because I wanted to go back with success. When I came to the US I promised myself that I would become a pharmacist and get my certificate. Now I have passed this exam, I feel like a winner and I have fulfilled my promise. So I will go to my country and spend a couple of months with my family before I start my Pharmacy internship.
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Ana and I worked together on and off for about 7 months during 2017. I want to take a moment to point out that for some students, taking classes “on and off” is actually the key to their success. It is very common for serious students to contact me and purchase a package of private lessons, study intensively and then take a break. You can read more about studying “on and off” here.
We all have busy lives. Some of us are working parents, some of us are studying and working at the same time and it’s not always possible to set aside the time and dedication required to prepare for the TOEFL exam. The information, strategies and feedback I give to my students is extensive and detailed. Sometimes students just need to take some time to review everything they’ve just learned.
These students always come back to me. We stay in touch. They trust me. I guide them while they are taking these breaks and I am there for them, supporting them whenever they need me.
This is why it is so important to communicate what’s going on in your life with the person that is guiding you through this exam. It’s important to stop and reassess your situation every once and a while.
If you do decide that you need to take a break, it’s ok! Sometimes letting the soil settle in the stream is exactly what you need to keep you moving forward. I will be here to support you through that time and I will be here when you’re ready to come back online and study with me.
After 9 months of private lessons with me, she finally scored R22 L29 S30 W26!!! Read her story below…
“My name is Ana. I’m from Russia, but at present I live and work in China as an English teacher. When people hear that I’m an English teacher they expect that TOEFL must be a piece of cake for me…However, I’d like to mention that although I’m a teacher and I speak English every day, my students level is very elementary, so I can only use simple English to talk to them. So TOEFL was a difficult task for me like for most of students. Plus there were two big BUT setting me apart from the desire score.
Before sharing my experience with Sierra, I’d like to add that I took TOEFL once. In 2014 when I studied in Japan I decided to test my English skills by taking TOEFL. And it was a big mistake for me. It was my second year in Japan and frankly speaking there was very little English left in my head. Back then I had no idea what is the test structure, types of questions and even the time given for tasks. So I went to the exam without any understanding of what I have to do. The test was stressful and I left the auditory with a terrible headache. When I got my score R20, L21, S20, W15 I wasn’t just disappointed, I was destroyed. My confidence in English had disappeared. I even gave up writing my thesis in English and wrote in Japanese instead. It took me a couple years to recover and try to take the test one more time, but this time I decided to find a teacher.
Luckily I met Sierra! Unluckily, I met her too late… I arranged my second TOEFL try on the first week of March and I started my classes with Sierra in January. I was busy working, missing my classes and not doing my homework well, but even though I scored R23 L26 S23 W20. It wasn’t the score I wanted, but I realized I’d found a great teacher who can help me reach my goal if we spend enough time working on it. After the second time I decided to take a brake on TOEFL preparation, since I was busy preparing for other exams. We resumed our classes in July and I was going to take TOEFL the third time in October. However, as I mentioned before I had some issues…
The first big “but” was my time, or it’s better to say the lack of it. My working schedule looks crazy, since I have three jobs. At the time when I was supposed to prepare for TOEFL I even didn’t have any days off. So I really want to thank Sierra for being patient and having classes with me at loud places with a very poor Internet connection during my lunch brakes. I believe that there is nothing like “I don’t have time”, it’s all about your priorities and the right time management. And Sierra was the one who was keeping me on a working mode, motivating and reminding me what are my priorities. She helped me organize my time better, so I had gaps in between to study. She shared very useful apps and studying technics that helped me study more productive in shorter time. And that was exactly what I needed!
However, the biggest BUT for me was the fact that I’m a terrible procrastinator. And if you’re used to postpone every task till the last moment you know that it’s almost impossible to start doing something until “the deadline panic monster” will come. Thanks God I have found this “deadline monster” (P.S. sorry Sierra for calling you so ^^’). She was the one who was texting me one hour after the class and saying “- Ana, one hour has gone, where are your speaking recordings with transcripts?!?! – Ana, I haven’t got your essays yet, your deadline is coming!!” And I’m sure I would never get my score without this supervision. We all have our weaknesses and I was lucky to find a teacher who can understand exactly my needs and find a suitable way for me to study.
So when the exam day had come I can’t say I wasn’t as nerves as I felt the second time taking TOEFL. Sierra was with me on my test day making sure I got to the place on time, supporting and encouraging me. I remember I left the room with this feeling of satisfaction and confidence. Right after the test I texted Sierra that I’m going to get a good score. I just felt it, because I was ready, after a good preparation it didn’t seem to me difficult, I didn’t feel exhausted after the test. I was very exited. And this is how students have to go to exams. Take the test when you are ready for it.
I got my score three weeks later. I remember I just finished my training at the gym I checked my score. When I’d seen 30 I first thought I got 30 for listening, but when I read “speaking” I was like “Whaaaaaaaaaaaat?!!!” screaming, jumping, laughing. My teammates looked at me like what’s wrong this crazy foreigner. But I just couldn’t keep all those emotions. I couldn’t believe I got this score. It was the life changing moment. I suddenly realized how many doors had just opened for me. And of course I first sent a voice massage to Sierra. I was so insanely happy screaming that I even couldn’t string a sentence together. Later, however, I realized I got 22 on reading section and it was the only bitter moment. Never the less I’m happy with my score and I would never get it without my good friend Sierra. Thank you for being my teacher, my mental supporter and my good friend!”
Have you read Mary and Ana’s success stories? After reading them, you might notice that I mention that they studied with me, “on and off”. What does this mean exactly?
Well it means that they got in touch with me, started private lessons, and then something happened. For one reason or another, they took a break. During this break they stayed in touch with me and when they were ready, or when I decided they were ready, we started classes again.
For some students, taking classes “on and off” is the key to their success.
It is very common for serious students to contact me and purchase a package of private lessons, study intensively and then take a break. For some students this break may last a week or two while their children are on vacation or they have family visiting, for others it may be a longer, guided break where they do self-study or attend to other professional or academic projects in their life.
These students always come back to me. We stay in touch. They trust me. I guide them while they are taking these breaks and I am there for them, supporting them whenever they need me.
We all have busy lives. Some of us are working parents, some of us are studying and working at the same time and it’s not always possible to set aside the time and dedication required to prepare for the TOEFL exam. Many of us live far from our families and homes. We need to connect, we need to visit with family and friends and invite them to our new home in our new country.
Preparing for TOEFL is part of life, but while we are preparing, life goes on!
The information, strategies and feedback I give to my students is extensive and detailed. Sometimes students just need to take some time to review everything they’ve just learned. Classes with me are intense! There have also been cases where I asked students to take a break. I told them they needed to rest, or focus on an aspect of the exam that I was confident they could do on their own.
This is why it is so important to communicate what’s going on in your life with the person that is guiding you through this exam. It’s important to stop and reassess your situation every once and a while. If you do decide that you need to take a break, your teacher should support you! Sometimes letting the soil settle in the stream is exactly what you need to keep you moving forward. If you need a break I will be here to support you through that time and I will be here when you’re ready to come back online and study with me.
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Teaching online has allowed people around the world to open their homes to me.
Every day I get to connect with people from different countries and cultures. They share their hopes and dreams and trust me with their future. What a privilege! As you can imagine, I take this very seriously.
Last fall when I gave my Writing Workshop I had students from California, Chicago, China, Turkey and the Philippines all sign-on together as I hosted our lessons live from France!
Most of you know that I’m an American from New York with over 16 years experience as a teacher. I started teaching in the New York City public school system, then I moved to Spain and became a professional ESL teacher. I taught in China for 3 years and now I’m in France teaching English and preparing students for the TOEFL iBT online from my tiny office in the countryside. Isn’t technology amazing?
Even during my first year as a teacher in New York City I realized that this new profession meant I suddenly became a mentor, friend, mother, sister, confidant, support system, role-model and source of inspiration and positive energy.
I give 110% to my students and they in turn give me their trust and allow me to guide them. I take this relationship very seriously. If it works and we both give an equal amount of energy then they are successful.
My private lessons aren’t for everyone. I know that. My schedule is often very full and I have to limit my hours online so that I can spend time with my family and take care of myself.
Setting limits is very important to me and I often have to teach my students how to set limits for themselves. I help them get organized, I guide them and organize their time so they know when to study different parts of the exam and how to stay on track. I remind them to ask for help and to spend time with their family, friends and themselves.
This month I’m leading some group classes so that I can reach out and help more students with the Writing Section of the TOEFL iBT.
These classes are designed to give you the tools you need to create a high scoring essay. It is not an easy fix that will teach you a secret trick to beating TOEFL. After I teach you the strategies you need to practice! Preparing for TOEFL takes time, effort and energy. I put these classes together to be able to reach more people at once.
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I guess now it is my turn to tell my story. I am still very excited after receiving my results and I can’t believe that my life doesn’t have TOEFL anymore.
First, let me tell you about me. My name is Esteban Yong Rodríguez. I am a pharmacist from Costa Rica. Since very early in University I wanted to have an international experience working in another country and perhaps following a clinical residency. I always thought it is important to travel and to study to be able to be a better professional and to have a broader knowledge. After writing e-mails for a couple of years I got my opportunity to follow a shadowing program in a Hospital in the US. I loved it and I wanted to be part of that system. Despite several family and working issues in my home country, I took the pharmacy exam in November 2012 and I passed, I couldn’t believe it, I was so happy. After that, I had to return home to continue working and to study for the TOEFL exam.
I was very confident because I felt my English was very good since I was an exchange student in Canada and US while I was in high school. I knew my limitations but I felt pretty sure of my skills. I studied for 2 months in Costa Rica taking some classes and I went to the US to take the Exam. I felt so insecure and nervous at that time. I knew I did awful and the results confirmed those feelings. I felt I needed more practice, so I took an internet class in one of those “popular sites”. I thought, this is perfect I only need to follow a formula and I’ll be ready to move on. Well…that didn’t work out. I felt very frustrated and I knew it was time to take bigger risks.
I quit my job and I moved to US for some time to study. I took TOEFL classes in an English school for foreigners. After two months, I was a little disappointed because the classes weren’t effective. I took the exam and I failed again. So, I started going to public libraries finding new books to study TOEFL by myself. I was feeling desperate because my savings were running out, I took TOEFL three times in a row and I kept failing and my baby was going to be born soon in CR. I knew no matter what I needed to return before she was born. I felt I was getting closer to reaching my target score of S26 but I was always failing at something. I found out about Jamie and English Success Academy just days before my last exam. In a desperate attempt I contacted her but I only had one class with her before the exam. My time and money ran out and I had to come back.
I contacted Jaime again in January 2017, I felt this was my year and my last chance before my exam expired. Now I had new goals, to show my daughter that you need to be persistent in life and if I finished this process, I could offer her more options for her future. I was glad Jamie remembered me and she soon connected me with Sierra, one of the teachers who trained with her. I knew this time I needed to do things different and follow the advice of a professional.
Before meeting Sierra, my plan was to quit my job again and go back the U.S. to study harder. I was convinced I needed to live in an English speaking country in order to get my scores. However, I was very surprised when Sierra said that I should stay in Costa Rica. I hesitated and told her twice I was willing to take that risk, but she said that at this time, she didn’t believe it was necessary and actually it might just create more stress. So, I trusted her even though I had my doubts. I had to arrange my life to be able to study, work (48 hours a week) and take care of my family, my dogs and exercise. I had to learn to get up at 3:30 or 4:00am to study. I studied almost every single morning, sometimes 30 minutes or sometimes 2 hours. I started going by bike to work 2 or 3 times a week to exercise during that time and to release stress. I stopped some of my family activities during the weekends.
Sierra was always very well organized, way more than me. I had to follow all her instructions and she helped me to arrange my schedule. We had to work on tiny but difficult details, like individual sounds, rhythm and intonation. I felt like a baby learning to talk again. I used to work and do all this funny sounds. I felt like I was the character Rocky Balboa sometimes, but instead of exercising my whole body, I was working out my mouth.
I took the first practice exam like 3 months after we started working, in May. The results weren’t great but I knew I still needed to improve some details like to learn how to manage my anxiety during test conditions and work on time management. So I kept working hard.
Sierra was always telling me, “you are making great progress, we beat one sound, we have another one to go. Let’s keep working hard.”
When August was approaching Sierra told me it was almost time to take another practice exam. I felt I wasn’t completely ready and I wasn’t aware of my progress but Sierra was and she knew it was the right time for another practice exam. Reminding myself that it was just practice, I took the exam and even though I felt I didn’t do so well, I felt relaxed and confident at the same time. For the first time I got a 26 on speaking. Even though it was just a practice exam I was extremely happy with those results; I felt I was finally getting very close to my goal and Sierra assured me that I was ready.
Finally, it was time to schedule my official exam. We knew a key point in my case was to feel relaxed and confident. I bought a plane ticket to Miami and I scheduled an exam in Miami and another one in Chicago. It was important for me to feel that I had more chances to take the exam again. I could not study as much as I wanted because I had a lot going on with my family and Sierra told me not to worry, she said,
“You are ready, you have been ready for weeks, your practice exam was not a matter of luck, there is no such thing as luck in TOEFL” Now I realized training for a TOEFL exam is like running a marathon, once you are able to run 42k, you can do it again, again and again as long as you keep training and stay positive.
So, my last exam came. I took pictures of the place and the airport as if I were a child. I tried to look for positive signs everywhere. I followed Sierra’s advice and went to the exam center the day before. I actually felt good there and I tried to picture myself the next day. Sierra was with me the whole trip asking for details, making a plan. She was the one worried about all the logistics, like the one in control of the operations room and I focused on just trying to enjoy my ride. So I took the exam, I followed all her rules, I smiled and said jokes to the people in the exam center, I wrote smiley faces on all the pages and later I found out I got: R29, L28, S26, W28 for a total of 111
R29, L28, S26, W28 Total: 111! Wow!!!
TOEFL has been a journey, when I got my results I was at work in Costa Rica. I was so happy, but no one could really understand me, I had to call my family and I wrote to Sierra.
I have never studied so hard for one exam, I never felt so disappointed in myself and so proud later. I definitely have a story to tell to my daughter one day.
I used to wish that I had passed TOEFL at the very beginning, but now I realized I learned so much on this journey. I learned how to be persistent, how to wake up very early and I proved to my family that I can reach my goals. Also, I found new friends, among which, there is Sierra, who is like the Yoda of TOEFL and now I am her Obi-Wan Kenobi. Now, I wish you the best.
One of my hard working pharmacists just got his results back from the TOEFL IBT exam he took this month.
His total score is 111! Most importantly, he reached his goal of Speaking 26 and now he can work as a pharmacist in the United States!
Esteban came to me with very high reading and listening skills. We worked together on his topic development, grammar, and time management skills before moving on to Delivery. During the accent reduction part of our classes we worked on the pronunciation of individual phonemes (sounds), rhythm, intonation and pacing. What a journey this has been! We started in February and have been working together online twice a week for close to 7 months. A special thanks to Jaime Miller from English Success Academy for connecting us! Felicidades Esteban! Lo lograste! I’m so proud of you!
Apart from the test-taking strategies and accent reduction work we did, prepping for the TOEFL exam involves a lot of motivation, coaching and support. He’ll be telling you all about his experience very soon! Just look at these scores!
Reading 29, Listening 28, Speaking 26 and Writing 28!
Congratulations Esteban! All your hard work paid off!
Vamos! Ahora hay que celebrar!
Imagine feeling completely prepared and confident the day of the exam!
This workshop is a place to finally discover what has been holding you back from a high score on the Integrated writing section of the TOEFL iBT exam. Become part of a safe community with other students who are striving for the same goals. I have designed this workshop so that professionals can learn the skills they need to get a high score on the TOEFL Exam. Imagine being able to walk into the TOEFL exam without feeling overwhelmed.
I met Marwa in February of 2017 when she was fumbling around in the dark, trying to tackle TOEFL all by herself. She knew she needed help but she felt overwhelmed by all the options available and didn’t want to waste her time.
She booked her first lesson with me and I helped demystify the Independent Speaking section of the TOEFL iBT. She sent me two speaking files – one for Task 1 and one for Task 2. She also sent me her notes and the transcripts of these speaking files. I gave her a detailed Score Analysis of these two responses and gave her feedback on her strengths and weaknesses. We focused on Topic Development, Language Use and Delivery – the 3 categories that she was going to be graded on in the Speaking section of the TOEFL iBT exam. I gave her specific suggestions on how to improve each one of those elements so she could raise her score from a S24 to a S26.
She told me she was impressed with my organization and knowledge of the exam and that she wanted to book another class so we could discuss the Integrated speaking section. I told her she had to choose either Tasks 3&5 or Tasks 4&6 because it was too much to cover in just one 60-minute class. She then realized on her own that if she really wanted to make progress and reach her goals, she should purchase a package of lessons. We worked together for about 4 months and on June 24th she took her exam.
She got Reading 26, Listening 27, Writing 25 and Speaking 28!
“I can’t describe how I felt when I saw my results, I cried, I laughed, and I felt like I’m going to burst out of happiness, and the funniest thing is that I woke up my kids two minutes after seeing my results at 5 a.m. Thanks to Sierra and everyone on English Success Academy without their help, I would have never pass the TOEFL obstacle. Now, I can fulfill my dream and press the “go” button on my life.”
Read more about Marwa’s experience in her own words here below…
My name is Marwa, I’m from Sudan and I have been living in the U.S. for almost 12 years now. I’m a mom of 4 kids, 2 soccer loving boys and twin daughters who are almost three years old. I talked about my kids because I want you to imagine how busy my life is, and If you think you’re busy and you can’t do it, just remember me a mom with 4 kids, who runs around all day long to and from soccer practices, playgroups and physical therapy for her daughters, got more than 26 speaking after a long struggle with TOEFL.
My first time taking TOEFL was way back in 2008, it was good but I didn’t get the required score. So I decided to move on to the FPGEE and since my scores weren’t that bad, I kept telling myself I will get the score if I took it one more time and I’ll be lucky. I took FPGEE in 2012 and was a piece of cake for me and I went back to TOEFL and took it for the second time, but the surprise that my scores wasn’t good enough. I was so disappointed on myself and I decided to go for a pharmacy tech certificate and my goal was to add a writing class and a keyboarding class in addition to the phramcy tech classes. I tried taking TOEFL for the third time, and luck wasn’t on my side this time either, my scores were 24 and 22 on Speaking and Writing respectively. After getting my results, I was so devastated and I lost hope in fullfilling my dream of being a pharmacist. I had a new plan this time which is forgetting about being a pharmacist and finding something else, so I went back to college and I earned a certificate in Basic office skills. All the jobs that I applied for needs 4+ years of experience and my twin daughters were so young at that time, so I thought may be I need to rethink my plan and try to make my dream come true this time. In addition, my FPGEE is going to be expired soon and of course, it is imposible to study again and retake FPGEE.
I took it again for the fourth time and my scores were the same as my last one, 24 on S and 22 on W. I knew at that time there was something wrong but I didn’t know what it was, as we all know the score reports are not helpful because they are so general. For all those previous tests I studied by myself because I didn’t think that I need a professional help and I thought that I don’t need to spend any money on preparing for TOEFL. After my fourth time, I knew that I needed to change how I study for TOEFL and try something new. I kept looking online for anything that can help, there were so many options, and to be honest I choose English Success Academy before reading any reviews. I wanted to try it first and see if I like their teaching style or not. I booked my lessons with Sierra, she is so kind, enthusiastic, passionate about teaching, and caring too. She made me feel very comfortable and gave me confident in myself from the first class and supported me emotionally the whole time. I took classes with Sierra over a period of three months and over this short period I felt that I improved a lot. Sierra’s method of teaching is so creative: creating more thoughtful flash cards which contain way more information other than words and meanings, tackeling each task separately and after perfecting it move th the next, bulletin board for all speaking tasks flash cards, helpfull videos on pronounciation, strategies and tips on writing which are totally different from all other sources and books that I saw in the past five years. Jaime’s books, 24+ writing and The Advanced Speaking Guide, are two the best books because they’re concise and they cover everything you need to know to get the 24 and 26 on writing and speaking. Also, Sierra helped me alot by creating a shedule for what to do each day so I can spend time working on all tasks and to not foreget about Reading and listening. Sierra’s advice was to practice a lot and rest the last week before the test, and on the test day smile and be confident and believe in yourself.
I did exactly as Sierra told me, I was smiling the whole time and I felt confident that I can get it this time. 10 days later, at 4:58 in the morning, I had my score report and it was amazing: R:26, L:27, the surprise S:28, and finally W:25. I can’t describe how I felt when I saw my results, I cried, I laughed, and I felt like I’m going to burst out of happiness, and the funniest thing is that I woke up my kids two minutes after seeing my results at 5 a.m. Thanks to Sierra and everyone on English Success Academy without their help, I would have never pass the TOEFL obstacle. Now, I can fulfill my dream and press the “go” botton on my life.
Here’s the transcript for my video interview with Mary – an Egyptian student who scored S28 and W27 on her TOEFL iBT in June after working with me on and off for over 9 months. Click below to watch and listen to the video!
Sierra: Here we go, alright Mary… it’s good to see you. So, basically we’re meeting just to talk a little bit about what your experience has been since you passed TOEFL. We don’t say “passed” but since you got your Speaking score of 28. Bravo! And um one of the things I just want to share with some of the other students I’m working with is just your path, how you got there, I know that you know, you and I had lessons together on and off for 9 months. So, maybe we could start talking about what that was like because we didn’t see each other all the time, we had some breaks in between. So, what was that like?
Mary: Yeah, we started on the writing package at the beginning and that took around 1.5 months. And I remember we jumped into the speaking package and at the middle I felt overwhelmed and asked you for a break, and it took around 1.5 months also as a break, it was at Christmas time, and then we started again. I think we need time, sometimes we need to take a break to digest and absorb everything that I got because you know just you give me a lot of information and I didn’t get all of that at the same time. I’m working and I have a family, so I can’t you know gather all this together, so I needed to take a break 2 or 3 times a break. So, it wasn’t full 9 months, we took 3 breaks.
Sierra: Exactly, you did some self-study and we stayed in touch… And you like absorbed everything, we talked about it.
Mary: Yes, we need that.
Sierra: I remember when you said to me, “Sierra, is it OK if I take a little break?” And I said, “Of course it’s OK!” I want encourage other students to do that and also to understand that you can’t rush this you know, I mean we talked a little bit about TOEFL, obviously, it’s an exam and our purpose is to get a certain score but it’s a language exam.
Mary: To learn a language, you have to build it as layers. You can’t learn a language in one day or two days, you have to work on it and to be patient. You have to have a good foundation at the beginning and have a good grammar and good vocabulary, and then finally you can work on your delivery. So, you need time, you need to be patient. And one good thing about TOEFL is that it’s all related to each other, all of them are about English. When you practice Reading and Listening, you will benefit of course from these two sections on the Writing and the Speaking. Like you can find some passages at the Reading, and then you might find it at task 6 at the Speaking, so you’ll be familiar with these terms.
Sierra: Exactly! We were talking about how you did a lot of outside reading and listening, even though we didn’t actually practice that in class together, we talked about building your foundation and how important it is also for stamina to be able to last and to feel relaxed during the exam. Part of it is just… You know, raising your reading score is not just about getting a number. It’s because if you do well in Reading, you feel a lot more relaxed through the whole exam. And you did that a lot! I know you went to a library and you did sort of exam-style practice where you would go through the whole 4 hours, and that was really useful for you, right?
Mary: Yeah, and I did that 2 months before the exam. I used to go to a library at 9 o’clock, and move from there at 2 o’clock. From 9 to 12, I worked under timed condition, on the time restrictions for the test. And I remember around 1 to 2, I usually reserved a study room at the library to be able to practice the Speaking. And you know, at the day of the test, it was kind of normal, like I was used to that, I wasn’t exhausted or overwhelmed. It’s 4.5 hours, it’s overwhelming, it’s stressful, so when you are used to it, it’s kind of a normal day. Like it was one of the days when I used to go to the library. It was very helpful!
Sierra: You were totally prepared, like physically too, cause we say it’s like a marathon you know. And also, like you said, some of the topics recycle. I remember you telling me when we were practicing, “Oh, I’m so glad I read about this because I saw the same topic in task 4 when I was doing a speaking response”, or it’s the same thing as task 6, so… And discovering that on your own is great. I was actually telling another student of mine this morning. We were working on the Listening section and we were looking at the transcript and she said, “Oh, if this was a Reading passage, it would be a lot easier for me.” And I said, “It will be!”
Mary: Like task 1 and 2 at the Speaking, you can find them at the Independent Writing. It’s kind of the same, it’s all about English.
Sierra: Totally. And then I just wanna talk a little bit about what it was like for you when you got back to work because part of what we talked about your drive to accomplish, to achieve the scores that you wanted, it’s not just about passing TOEFL. You know, you’re a pharmacist and you want to help people, and you were already working at a pharmacy. And you had some experiences that were kind of disappointing for you… Talk to me a little bit about that.
Mary: You know, as a pharmacy technician it’s not only about how to pronounce the name of the medications, sometimes you get a lot of phone calls. So, when you cannot understand people or they cannot understand me, the most important part was that they couldn’t understand me a lot. And I’ve been working there for 3 years, and all these past three years, I didn’t feel any difference. I wasn’t working on improving myself but when I started working on the pronunciation, and you told me like there’s some key points like in English there’s some syllable that we have to stress more to be fully understood. Like the word “insurance”, we used to say it in a different way for Arabic speakers, so when I knew that we have to stress the last syllable, I was fully understood, so I don’t fear this word anymore. I used to hear “Sorry, could you repeat it again? Could you repeat that again, I don’t understand you.” I felt embarrassed and I felt down a lot of time but now I think I’m more confident, I know how to pronounce the words exactly right and they can understand me, it’s a huge difference.
Sierra: That’s the thing! A lot of the students that come to me, they have this… It’s like tunnel vision, it’s like “I have to pass TOEFL, I have to pass TOEFL.” And I know you do, and I know it’s important but sometimes the strength that you find from imagining what you life is going to be like after TOEFL, and how you’re going to help people, and the fact that learning or improving in a language, getting better at English is not just going help you get a 26, it’s going to help you communicate better, and you’re going to feel more confident. And I think that confidence that you gain while you and I were working on your pronunciation made you feel like “You know, I can say this right. I’m going to be confident at work, I’m going to talk to the people that I work with and to my patients, and the clients that are there. And I’m so glad that you’ve seen that, a positive improvement there, because the exam is over, you got the scores that you need.
Mary: Yeah, I didn’t just want pass the TOEFL, I just wanted to be confident about myself. I’ll be standing in a pharmacy sometimes by myself, so if I struggle or the people can’t understand me, how can I deliver a good customer service? How could I help the people?
Sierra: Now you feel more confident.
Mary: A lot.
Sierra: So glad, I’m so glad! I think the only other thing we talked about, we mentioned we were going to discuss… The experience of someone we refer to as “serial test-takers,” or the advice that sometimes you hear, or you see that on the Internet, or a friend will tell you, “Just keep taking the exam, you just have to keep taking it. The more you take it, the closer you will get. That’s how you get the score you need.” How do you feel about that?
Mary: Like when I took my first test, it wasn’t a bad result, I got 24 at the Speaking and a lot of my friends told me, “You have to keep taking the exam, you’ll get it, one time you’ll get it.” But I wasn’t totally convinced about that. I thought that I need to work on my English, I work at a pharmacy and I know the challenges, I work with a lot of foreigners, a lot of African and Indian people, and sometimes I can feel how they feel embarrassed. I know they passed the TOEFL a long time ago, and they didn’t require this score, but I didn’t want to be like them to be honest. I want to be totally confident, so I thought that I should work on my language first to be able to pass. And it’s not only about passing the TOEFL. And you know and why spending all this money on taking the test over and over and feeling bad about yourself without recognizing your problems and difficulties. I wanted to know what are my problems, that’s why I didn’t do that.
Sierra: Plus it’s like… Taking TOEFL is stressful, not doing well on TOEFL, or not getting the score you want is stressful, and stress creates a situation when sometimes it kind of blocks you and you’re not able to learn. And so students I have that continue to take the exam, I tell them, “Take a break. Wait. Let’s see how you are when you are outside of that element.” And that’s often what allows them to be able to take in new information and to make progress because when they’re under stress, you know, you just can’t. Plus, it’s expensive!
Mary: And you have to know… To get a diagnosis – what you problem is to be able to work on it. Sometimes people get Reading high and the Listening low, and they keep messing around with these scores and…
Mary: Yes, you have to know your problems and start to work on them, and focus on them more. Yeah, I didn’t like that idea about taking the test, it’s not a practice, that experience is not a practice. You can practice at home, you can work on your problems more…
Sierra: And how did you know what your problems were? How did you figure out what you needed to work on?
Mary: When I got a Score Analysis.
Sierra: Yeah, that’s one of the things… It’s eye-opening for a lot of students when someone tells them, “Look, these are the sounds that you need to work on, this is how we are going to do that, these are the steps we’re going to take to fix the errors that you’re making.”
Mary: Having a plan.
Sierra: Yeah, exactly! And being organized. And I congratulate you, you are wonderfully organized and I loved when you would send me pictures of your study corner and all the flashcards you put up and everything. I’ve used that with a lot of other students as inspiration.
Mary: Thank you Sierra. Thanks to you.
Sierra: I won’t keep you too much longer, thank you so much for everything and obviously we’ve already said this but we’ll stay in touch. And I’m looking forward to hearing about your life after TOEFL.
Mary: Yeah, it will be changed, of course.
Sierra: I will talk to you soon, ok? Have a great day.